Shibutani Subaru – JWeb August 2nd, 2007

I can’t think of a title.

It’s raging. It has become raging. The 47 prefectures tour.

I mostly spend the light period inside assembly halls, so when the meeting is over it’s already dark outside.

Someone bring me the sun! Let me photosynthesize!

People are useless when they don’t get power from the sun. To put it simply, to say it as a change of mood, because I really haven’t sunbathed, recently if there is even a little free time I go outside and bask in the sun. Even if it’s only little by little, I will steadily become more tanned.

As for Yellow-kun, he was outdoors less than an hour and became dark brown.

I’m thinking that from now on I will seek time whenever I can and by the time of the Okinawa concert I will little by little become a whole lot darker Suba-rin.

Thinking.
Thinking.
Ultra violet rays? Black spots?

I don’t know about such things. Don’t care either. Things like these don’t matter for men.

It feels like I haven’t done makeup and such for how many years now? To these, who say: “Because your work is the kind of where you appear in front of people it would be impolite not to be properly tidy,“ or something like that, I answer back: “You are the one being impolite.”

It’s a lie, when I do makeup. Appearing cute and wanting to be thought as cool by the others- I think everyone is like that, so for that reason there is no need to lie.

If I can’t express myself or convey messages as my true self, I think it’s impossible to do it at all. So that’s why it doesn’t matter if my skin peels off because of the sunburn, if my face is sloppy because of a hangover or if I have black bags under my eyes because of the lack of sleep.

I will reach you looking just like that.

So, whenever I’m taken a picture of, I’ll always look fresh (1).

I have no choice but to be me.

(・_・)
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Are you trying to pick a fight with me? *glares*
Ok, ok… You can get tanned. You are an idol after all xD
Painful topic that… getting tanned thing…

But yes, I’m pretty sure you’ll reach me even with that peeling skin, sloppy face and panda eyes ♥ xD

1- Fresh as in always different, new, etc.

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb July 26th, 2007

Ambition.

Takizawa enbujou.

I got to go to the theatre! I got to be impressed!

Takki was a star.
I thought that even though their (all that took part of the show) age was the same, there still were so many different kinds of people. But I don’t think we are exactly the same year (he and Tackey). Takki, he is a grownup. He was really cool!

I received a lot of motivation from the image of people from the same generation as me doing their best. Thank you. Everyone from Takizawa enbujou. I pray that you’d make it successfully without hurting yourselves until the end.

After that, I went out to eat with Kokubun Taichi-niisan and Murakami-kun. It was extremely fun! Taichi-niisan is someone from whom you can learn things just by being together with him.

From now on too, please treat me well.

Taichi-san, there are some good things and bad things that you do. First of all, let’s start from this- stop hitting other people’s shoes.

The food was delicious.
Thank you very much.

(・_・)

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb July 19th, 2007

After a long time again.

I cut my hair.
About 20cm.
Since I mostly always tie my hair up with a hair band, I didn’t even realize that it had grown so long.

The reason why I cut it… Broken heart.
Even though it’s what I’d like to say, it’s not so. Whether a broken heart is good or bad it makes no difference.
It’s just that I want to be in love so badly, soon.

Maa, actually the reason is very simple. Even if I tried to tame it with a hair band, it was still too long. If it’s too long then the hair band wants to fall off when I move my head. I feel irritated, when I have to perform a live with this kind of feeling. If it’s too long, the ROCK feeling disappears.

When I only take a shower and dry my hair with the dryer I get so tired like I’ve just held two lives.

When I eat ramen and my hair is long, I sweat more than other people, so I take off my hat and tie my hair up with a hair band. When I fix my hair before starting to eat, I feel terribly irritated and think of dying.

Maa, there are many other reasons, but there is no point of saying them all out. If I did, I’d never shut up.

Since I’m still not used to seeing myself like that, it’s embarrassing. The next live is Okayama-san? I’m asking the people coming to quietly prepare themselves. I hate both being praised and boo-ed, so in one word, please don’t show any reaction at all.

Even if I hear the slightest giggle or comment while I’m singing or doing whatever I’ll go home to Osaka immediately!!
You wont get your money back either!!
And automatically I won’t go to Hiroshima either!!
I’ll just become a hikikomori (1) until the September concert in Okinawa!!

It has nothing to do with lives, I just became nervous because of my hair!! Okayama, looks like you worry uselessly!! But because there is no way of comforting shampoo (2), I’ll do my best!

But don’t show any reaction!!

The end.

(・_・)

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*snort* dramaqueen xD seesh, calm down…
♥

1- hikikomori
2- no way of comforting shampoo meaning that he’ll need less shampoo now and the shampoo is probably sad because of it xD