Shibutani Subaru – Ultramarine Tears

Ultramarine Tears
lyrics: Shibutani Subaru

 

Even anguish… even sadness…
Even this cold voice
This cowardliness I continued to hide
Even the sheen of singing about the meaning of tomorrow
Being trapped, I cannot walk
Everyone, everything, even love, even this voice
Are painted out in ultramarine tears
Being hurt, getting hurt
Even if I scream, there is no echo
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Definitely not 100% perfect to convey how beautiful this song really is… but I was listening to it today and just wanted to give it a try.

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 17th, 2007

Eighteeeeers~

Today.
It’s the potato meeting

It’s the Yasuda meeting.

Charity live.

When our singing becomes something, someone’s strength, I sing with enjoyment.

I’m going to reach a lot of places. I am going!

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Ok, now can anyone explain me why is Shota a potato? He used that name in recomen recently and everyone points at him during the “jagaimo” part in zukkoke otokomichi… or so I have heard. Or was the charity live called “jagaimo no kai”? I think I remember seeing a screencap with something like that written on it :s I know it’s all connected somehow xD But still, WHY is Shota a potato?

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 13th, 2007

13.05.2007
00.58AM

That’s all for todaaaaay~

Today we had a TV live broadcast in Osaka and after that when we got to Shiga, we had a stage rehearsal.

Shibuyan is in perfect form. My throat’s condition is good too!

I got to see the meeting place a little before everyone else did. Good grounds! I really like it~ 180degrees! We can hold a live where we are always face to face with everyone. I am really looking forward to tomorrow.

When the rehearsal ended, it was food! We went to eat shabu-shabu and yakiniku with all the members, manager and staff. Thank you, Oumi Beef-san (1)!

Everyone, drink a lot, eat a lot! Also laugh a lot!

I really did laugh a lot. Yoko-chan and Hina-kitty will probably talk about this in detail tomorrow during MC.

My stomach is really full.

The bill was quite big. But this all was actually cheap when you think that with this energy we are able to hold a heated live tomorrow with everyone. (I didn’t pay tho…)

Now, we arrived back at the hotel a little while ago.

When you open the hotel window you’ll see Biwa lake! The night view is also beautiful. Feels like a resort. It’s good, Otsu!

At the same time when I opened the window to go out and see the night sky, someone opened the window to my right with the same intention as I had. Leaning out the window was Yasuda-san.

Of course it was that guy. (2)

“Just as I thought~” Yasuda-san said to me smiling. And because he was acting overly sweet and sociable, I got embarrassed and escaped back into my room.

Anyway, I will make tomorrow enjoyable as well. I’ll make it a hot live, so prepare yourselves.

See you tomorrow. Good night!

In the end – 01.31AM

Subaru
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(1) – Meat famous in Shiga
(2) – He wrote yakkashi instead of yappari. Yasuda-go ♥

Ah, I have been wanting to translate this entry myself ever since I read a translation of it by the wonderful Paaaaan in subassan-onegai but I have been busy with exams.

The entire scene with Shota was just so adorable. Kind of romantic if you ask me x) ♥♥♥ In this case it’s really adorable how he calls him Yasuda-san… Because it was really a sweet moment and you felt embarrassed (but happy), right Subaru? xD Ah, I really love those two~

But… Hina-kitty? Subaru, what the hell xD

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Someone asked me about the emojis and being a handsome man that Subaru usually writes in the end of his entry (which he hasn’t been doing lately. I miss it ;-;). The truth is, since I have only read this j-web for some months now, I don’t really know where those emojis and that tagline came from. Maybe he one day just decided that he’ll try to be a handsome man every day? And since the emojis were crying before, it must have been difficult in the beginning xD or if anyone knows the true story, please do tell.

And also, yes, he did get a free-will to update his j-web whenever he wants to until they are on tour. Even daily if he should desire so

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 12th, 2007

2007.05.12
PM 01:05

I’m sorry, it has been a while.

I’m feeling good.

Even a second ago will already become the past. What kind of past is me? I am thinking what kind of me will slowly keep on walking, loving, holding.

Is everyone feeling good?

There are times when things go wrong or you fall down, but let’s keep on slowly moving onwards together.

Today it’s Shiga-prefecture, Otsu-city. Wait for us, okay? Stand up! Shiga.

See you later then~

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 10th, 2007

↓↑

*Downup

Withering and blooming again

As someone

As myself

I will walk slowly

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*Written out in English.

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 9th, 2007

09.05.2007
00:05AM

Yoko-chan, happy birthdaaaaay~

Right now we are celebrating with Yoko-chan!
From now on too always treat me well ne, senior-sama ♥

[imagine here a picture of a cake with “happy birthday 横山君“ written on it]

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Um yeah, happy belated birthday to Yoko from me too

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 4th, 2007

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04.05.2007
00:54AM

The opening day is over and I came back home.

Just as I thought, lives with the eighters are no mistake. Everyone was abnormally flawless. Well done!

Actually I was thinking of updating before it all began… but today, Shibutani-kun, forgot his mobile phone, so now that I got back home I’m immediately writing this.

When I got home and looked at my phone, there was one missed call. And it was from my mom!
Someone, please be my friend.

But since I am meeting everyone every day, I shouldn’t be complaining.

I’m looking forward to tomorrow!

Ah, I really love singing in front of everyone.

Thank you. See you again tomorrow.

Good night ♥

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Aw, Subaru, I’ll be your friend ♥

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb May 3rd, 2007

Just as I thought, it’s the eighters ♥

Fabulous!

eighters ♥

We did it. We really did it.

Just as I thought, nothing is impossible. It really moved. Shibutani Suba-chan can now update his page whenever he desires. I’m going to write about my impressions on the lives and things like that whenever I can, so please check here often.

Everyone, thank you. I’m happy.

I really love you.

(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・
Today too I have been a handsome man all day long.

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It doesn’t really show in the translation, but he uses Yasuda-go in the beginning! xD *prances around* Cute \(^-^)/

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb April 26th, 2007

ZE.

Today I had recordings in Osaka for our new show Janiben and for Kikujani Eito and now I am in shinkansen heading towards Tokyo. Again I met noting unusual.

I want to eat my mom’s cooking. Hotel life is horrible. Sleeping alone in some strange place is scary. The pillow isn’t always tempur (1), so I can’t sleep. But without giving up ganBaru-kun! (2)

Right now, the big Manager-san is sitting in the seat next to me. Looks like he is friends with newspaper and ice-coffee. I’m having an after work beer. But because the big Manager-san is big, he’s patiently drinking his ice-coffee. Really cute.

The big Manager-san always calls me Baru-kun. We are good buddies.

Our concerts are pretty soon too. I want to meet everyone already. I’ll give my best in tomorrow’s rehearsal as well.

I can’t help but to ask you all to train your heart muscles for me. If everyone is feeling good, I am feeling good too. If I am feeling good, everyone else is feeling good too. I don’t doubt for even a second that we are always tied together. I’ll sing to those too who care about me, but can’t come to the live.

Love you all.
Over the edge!

It seems to me that maintaining a Johnny’s web has become something where you convey everything with emojis instead of updating a lot, but I can’t really use emojis. It’s too girly.

I’ll go on living, strongly, like a real man. I’ll write again when I feel like it.

I want to be able to update this page every day. It would be okay even if it was only my page. I always want to be connected to everyone. Therefore I hate those guys who limit that time. There is nothing worse than being apart.

I hate it when I can’t update every day, because then during the tour I can’t convey my impression on the places I have been to and such. People in charge, please think of this.

Everyone’s voices is the greatest weapon there is. Let’s try to move forward and test our strength. Nothing is impossible for us.

See you again.

(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・
Today too I have been a handsome man all day long.

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Ok, now this was written in a very um… macho/manly way xD
But a funny thing is that on the same day, Shota used “lady’s talk” in his entry.
I just find this a funny coincidence xD One stressing his manliness and the other writing like a girl on the same day.

(1) – Tempur
(2) – Word game. Ganbaru means to work hard. So ganBaru-kun would be Baru-kun who is working hard. Or something like that. I suck at explaining things.

Shibutani Subaru – JWeb April 19th, 2007

Yagura tea house’s pouting chin

Tuttuttunga

Tututunga

Join together in rhythm

Tututunga

*Puruu~

It came ♥

(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・)(・_・
Was.

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Don’t ask. I don’t know :s

* With a soft “R”